I
hate poetry. Or at least, I used to. After this unit I now have something of a
begrudging respect for the form of writing. Previously I thought of poetry as a
cliché and melodramatic way of expressing emotions. If I’m being honest, I
still think of some poetry like that. But after analyzing famous works in this
unit I’ve come to enjoy some of them, in particular ‘Do Not Go Gentle Into That
Good Night ’ by Dylan Thomas.
I
find that I enjoy poetry that uses more formal language and what might be
considered atypical descriptions and grammar. Normal speech and writing can
become so dry and these sorts of poems allow the writer to ‘spice up’, if you
will, the English language.
Friends
of mine write poetry as if it were their drug. I may not be at that level but I
can understand why it’s addictive. After working on a poem or spoken word for
an extended period of time I found myself thinking in rhythms, which might have
been sort of funny had it not been so entirely irritating.
Though
we did the spoken word assignment in the poetry unit, it seemed like a subject
on its own. Yes it is poetry, but its different in the way that its entire
value is dependant on how you perform it and how it comes across in that
moment.
I
had heard spoken word before but never seen live performances. I practiced my
piece dozens of times the night before and had it memorized but I never
anticipated the nerves. It was very different from reciting a speech, which I
have done on multiple occasions without any mental breakdowns (As of yet). Obviously
the subject matter was closer to my heart than the typical ‘Eye Symbolism in
King Lear’ speech topics but I was none-the-less surprised by my own nerves.
I
am told that the nerves gave it more emotion and actually enhanced the piece
rather than took away from it but I was still irritated that it caused me to choke
on some phrases, making the piece chopping in the places it wanted it to be
flowing and smooth.
What
surprised me even more than my own nerves was how much more effective spoken
word was when watched live. When I was looking for a piece to analyze for the
blog post I listened to dozens on YouTube, but they couldn’t compare to being
in the room while watching my classmates perform.
In
reflection, I enjoy poetry much more than when the unit started and can
appreciate how difficult of an art form it really is. Words are fickle. A verse
in a poem may work beautifully at first, but when you return to the work later
the meaning has changed and the entire thing sounds like something bent at an
awkward angle. I still find poetry frustrating, and probably always will, but it
no longer seems like such as waste of time.
You say you don't like poetry yet your whole reflection is somehow poetic. It does make me a little sad that you don't like poetry because you have an exquisite way with words that sparks me right to the bone. But maybe that's why your poetry is so good, it's like the wild flower that only blooms in one month of the year. The trapped beauty that finally explodes every blue moon. Though, I am glad that you have changed your mind atleast a little bit on poetry because it's the best (maybe least harmful) drug to take.
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